Once upon a time...
My first “computer” was a portable navy and orange
“laptop” called MiMoMo that I had when I was six years old. It had about
three pixelized games, and zero ability to search the web. But I used to play
it when I would get put in timeout, and I thought it was a mighty fine way to
cheat the system and play games even though I was supposed to be feeling guilty
for whatever I had done.
Since MiMoMo, I have never had a classroom without
at least one computer, and I don’t remember a time without internet access at
my house. We had “Computer” as one of our “Specials” in Elementary School, and
I used to sit in our little classroom and write sad emails to my friends while
making fierce eye contact to watch their face when they read whatever I had
written. I like to think of this as my most prehistoric example of social
networking.
I got my first cell phone and digital camera when I
was in seventh grade, and a student-issued laptop at the start of high school.
Of course I also had my trusty graphing calculator, that I used to sneakily
play games on like I did with my first computer in the back of class (Block
Dude is THE coolest game).
But I consider the true beginning of my digital
story to be when I got my first smartphone, and as a result, gained access to
social media. Right now, I have Twitter, Instagram, Snapchat, Tumblr, Yik Yak,
Pinterest, Vine, and LinkedIn under the “Social” tab on my phone. I actively
use Twitter, Instagram, and Snapchat. Here is a fun fact about me: I do not and
have never had a Facebook.
My social media journey began just before my
Sophomore year of highschool, on August 17, 2012. The first thing I ever posted
was a picture of my beloved family dog, Tucker. I think my real first post was
something else, but I shamefully deleted it sometime within the last four
years.

Since posting this first Instagram post, I have
made sure to keep the world updated on all my most instrumental moments (see below):
If you look closely (you don’t have to look that
closely), you can see that in three out of the four of these pictures, are
photoshopped. One is a parody of Kim Kardashian (far left), another of The
Beatles (second from left), and most recently, of Monica Lewinsky (far right).
The second from the right actually a picture of me skydiving. With each of
these “fan creations” or parodies, I place myself in the context of popular
culture. “Any creator – whether media company, fan, academic, or activist –
produces material in the hope of attracting audience interest” (9). Admittedly,
the goal of these little photoshop escapades is to be funny, to interact with
current events and popular culture, and to engage with my friends who follow me.
I composed my first tweet the same year as my first
Instagram post (2012). It says “@KenzieHueter is my most favorite person in the
entire world!!!!!” I posted it in the middle of the afternoon (12:20 PM to be
exact) on December 28. The only person who liked the tweet was my own mother.
To be fair, I think Kenzie liked (or favorited) it back then, but she has since
deleted her Twitter account. Since my first tweet, she has lost the position as
my most favorite person in the entire world, and I have tweeted 1,864 (!) more
times. I scrolled back to my earliest tweets and I was mortified. One of my
personal favorites is “#superdorkstatus”.
Some of my more recent tweets:
As mentioned in Spreadable Media, “Twitter
quickly enabled individual marketers to build their personal brands, to connect
with one another, to demonstrate their social networking abilities, and to
share their ‘thought leadership’” (30). In both Twitter and Instagram, I like
to think that my more recent posts reflect a growing understanding and
connection to my friends and family. Social media is a type of personal
branding – we wonder how our followers perceive us with each new post, we are
constantly reminded what employers will think when they scroll through our
accounts, and ponder the perception of strangers when they see a retweet from
an account they don’t follow.
One of the coolest (and most horrifying) parts about
social media is that it is essentially a continuous diary, keeping track of our
thoughts, feelings, and interactions over a period of time. Spreadable Media
calls the documented nature of social media, “a textual trail of the
conversations audiences have about a brand or media property which may be
archived indefinitely for all to see” (75).
Last August (2015), my friend went to school for a
year in Scotland. When he left, we had only known each other for a few months.
But social media allowed us to stay in touch and develop our friendship while
he was away. We communicated using texting, social media, and weekly skype
visits.
Here is a screenshot from Skype, showing running
documentation of some of our communication. I also included a dorky little
video I took on Snapchat during one of our weekly chats. Though this example is
on a much smaller scale, “we are seeing some spectacular shifts in the flow of
information across national borders and, as a consequence, in the relations
between the peoples of different countries” (40). Kody and I were able to stay
in touch and he became my best friend while he was living in Scotland, despite
the months and miles that separated us.
However, these few examples hardly tell the story
of my complete digital story. I use social media to connect with friends and
family, and often use it as an outlet to express my sense of humor and my love for
people who are close to me. Yet, I still struggle to find a balance between
posting things that I like and things that I know my audience (my followers)
will like too. Unlike other platforms, social media has time stamps and
quantifiable information received through the amount of likes, retweets,
comments, or followers received after each new post. We know how our media is
perceived. And as a result, we do not post for just ourselves.
I would like to dedicate this story to all of
my loyal social media followers (there aren’t very many of you) who have
supported me from the beginning. I feel truly #blessed to have all of you in my
life. And to those of you who have read this story, here is a little snapchat I
posted last night. I took it myself using my phone timer. Enjoy.
I didn't realize how many pictures of myself I
posted until I wrote this story. But as a representation and reflection of
spreadable media, this post is undoubtedly an example of self-promotion, an
attempt to spark dialogue, to create social connections, and to be a part of
our larger classroom community :)
“Yet, even if we agree that some degree of
self-promotion plays a role in all communication, we must likewise recognize a
desire for dialogue and discourse, for solidifying social connections, and for
building larger communities through the circulation of media messages” (60). What a
convenient quote.
*logs off*
Hey Molly,
ReplyDeleteI found your story entertaining. I find it so funny what we are all able to produce over the years. Beneath the general trash of our social media lives, there's occasionally these few gems, such as the ones you shared here. I relate a lot to that kind of stuff, and I was able to dig up some particularly funny posts from my history.
Compared to how you've never had a Facebook, I've never had an Insta, Snap Chat, Yik Yak, Vine, LinkedIn, or any of that stuff. So I can relate on people saying "How?!" but it kind of just works out that way. Ignorance is bliss. (Or in 1984, Ignorance your strength. Your choice).
Similar to having only your mom like your Tweet, nobody liked my first 10 posts. I was mortified. I wrote on my post "Am I being a little bit of an attention whore?"
As with the last quote you shared, it relates to my end quote of "If it doesn't spread; it's dead." If dialogue and discourse doesn't happen, if communities don't form, then the post failed. It's dead.
Hey!
ReplyDeleteI liked reading your story! I understood your digital history just fine, and I can relate to using the "interwebs" to connect with your friends. I have one who lives in California and two who live in Arizona. We communicate through an app called Discord (we used to use Skype, but Skype was too finicky to use). I never mentioned the social media that I use in my post--other than YouTube, if that counts, but I appreciated that you did! It makes your digital history more relatable.
(Also! I totally forgot about block dude! That game was so fun.)
Mica